Again..

i feel small, AGAIN..
no matter how hard i try, i hardly forget..
i told myself not to compare..but i can't help it..
i can't control myself..
no matter what i do, it keeps coming back to me..
seems like this is my punishment..
my punishment..


regret is useless..
time cannot be rewind..


i'm still not happy with who i am now, but i'm trying hard to accept myself..yup..myself..


p/s : sometimes, conflicts are important in maturing a person..